I had a crush on someone in high school. We never started, so we never ended.
Have you ever had such an experience? A mysterious love affair that only you know about. You use all means to get close to him, you are familiar with his every little move, every look in his eyes, and every slight tremor you remember in your heart, but your relationship can only stop here; you can joke with each other and witness for him that all the youthfulness of his boyhood, but none of it belongs to you.
Like a clown, the sad thing is that I am that clown...