When I first met you, you looked like you had no way out but frowned deeply. If Gu Changyan hadn't suddenly appeared, I think you would have waved your hand and said it's okay, and then walked away! It was as if nothing could catch your eye. I was thinking that it would be difficult for a girl like this to get into her heart, so I was always polite and considerate to you, not daring to be careless in the slightest, for fear that inadvertently we would become far apart. At that time, I didn't know why I was afraid of your alienation. When I understood, I could only recall the serious look on your face when you stood beside me and translated for me. Ji Fusang, I always thought that I regarded you as my sister, always the one I love, but never my lover. I would rather you stay by my side and be protected by me for the rest of your life than that one day we would be speechless. I pushed her away with my own hands. I thought about the worst ending, but I never thought that one day she would disappear from my life.