"What on earth am I supposed to do?"
"I'm lucky to have you, I'm happy to love you; I'm sad to be indifferent to myself, I'm sad to have no self..."
"The dream in love turns into joy and sorrow, the love is irreversible, the infatuation is never forgotten; fear, joy turns into sorrow; I am very afraid, I am arrogant, I am afraid that it will be in vain..."
"Master... I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of anything, but I'm afraid... The people I love hate me, the people I love abandon me, the people I love ignore me..."
"There are times in the world where people say things have changed, but now, time has passed and things have changed. You are the only one left. You have no regrets! From now on, there will be no more Blazing Spirit Immortals in our immortal world!"
"... Okay. From now on, I, Chi Yunjiu, will withdraw from the immortal world and fall into the mortal world, riddled with greed, anger and ignorance, and turn into an idler in the secular world!"
"I have waited for too long... I have persisted for too long... The heart is made of flesh. It will get tired, regret, and hate... But the heart is made of flesh, so I love you..."
"Whose fault is this farce? What should I do... Master..."
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Theme poem: Jinse has fifty strings for no reason, each string and one column reflects the past.
Zhuang Sheng was fascinated by butterflies in his morning dream, and he looked forward to the emperor's spring heart filled with cuckoos.
The moon in the sea sheds tears, and the warm sun in Lantian produces smoke.
Can this feeling be remembered? It was just that I was at a loss at that time.
From ancient times to the beginning, those who are at a loss [Wukong] "Old Tathagata! Five hundred years ago, because I made a big fuss in the Lingxiao Palace, you deceived me and imprisoned me under the Five Elements Mountain for five hundred years, without food or warmth all day long. How could I have ever complained? ! As soon as I was free, I was trapped by this guy, and I had to protect him on his way to the west. How could I have ever hated the fact that this guy, the Jade Emperor, slaughtered all my Huaguoshan without my knowledge!"
"I don't, I don't have any! I abandoned my thousands of monkeys and descendants just to accompany him on this journey to the West; but now, you have united together to kill me! If it weren't for that person's understanding, there would be no way for me to survive! Okay! Since you all want to kill me, then I won't accompany him anymore!"
"Tang Sanzang, I can't afford to accompany him in the future!"
Sun Wukong screamed, feeling dissatisfied and filled with hatred, so he put down his words and left, not wanting to be grabbed by Tang Sanzang's sleeve.
"Don't leave."
Sun Wukong smiled,
"Oh, Master, from now on, whether it's Subhuti, Jin Chanzi, or you, everything I owe will be paid off. What you owe me, it's no better than paying it back!"
Sun Wukong broke free from the shackles, turned around and left.
He calmed down his anger and turned his back to the Buddhas. He said, "Tathagata, there is only one person I have ever been sorry for. He has been abandoned by me twice. I don't want to continue. I owe him this."
He rode the somersault cloud toward the east, to the Huaguo Mountain. Maybe, he would never come back.
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I have been thinking about this article for a long time and have read the original work again and again. The handwritten one is almost finished, but if I want to post it on JJ, I don't know why, but I always feel that something is not well written, so I delete and change the plot, and when I finally pick up the two notebooks, most of the content is missing. Now if I overturn the original and write it again, I feel like something is missing. The original inspiration is gone, and I don't know how to continue writing.
What can I do? I'm helpless (╯□╰)
Now, I might overturn and rewrite the copy (..*)