[Fgo]merlin Running

Throwing out some old articles, maybe it's a strange Meiguda? It's rare to write in the first person, so when I read it I always feel something is weird... Anyway, I'll just make do with it. It's a story that happened after Merlin ran away Maybe there should be a little bit of spoilers? Friends who don't understand the plot of the final chapter are not recommended to read this article_(:з∠)_