It's Youth Again

Adhering to Xiao Feng's principle of doing the best in everything he does, I have revised this short essay that was posted at midnight several times. Let's just read this. If I have any questions, it's just out of my mind. Let's talk briefly about something very greasy. When I was watching "May Three", because of the relationship between my parents and the living atmosphere at home, I always thought that life was terrible and that life was boring, which was very negative. I live like a black elementary school student every day. I don't study much, I just hang out in class and after class and do my homework. Everyone around me is doing exams, but I can't say it's exams. For people, this is a normal amount of study. Watching others study arouses some outrageous nerves in me, but I don't care. So, saying I deserved it would be an understatement. I have no interest in listening or playing, but I always hang out with my mobile phone all day long, and reflect on myself late at night, what should I do the next day. I know this is extremely boring, but it still sucks. Overindulge and end up feeling anxious all day long. I deceived myself, but it was all my fault. I don't know how long this self-deception will last. My parents' quarrels always make me think that's it, it's all in vain if I die, no matter how much love I have. At that time, I felt that family, friendship, life and study were all bad. They were not good no matter what, and so was I. Slowly try to self-mediate. In fact, the effect of mediation is the same as that of no mediation. I wish I could be a transparent person at home, imagining that the quarrels between my parents don't exist, and that at school my habits are as bad as ever. Naturally, I didn't do well in the monthly exam. Flying down three thousand feet, his performance dropped by three hundred places. I secretly consulted a psychology teacher, and she told me that if I have no motivation to study, I can find a role model. The exercise book on the bookcase of classmate Xiao Feng immediately came to mind. From now on, study hard and reach the pinnacle of life! (Bushi) I also thought about some things, and with the encouragement of my classmate Xiao Feng, I slowly began to change those bad habits, learned to control my emotions, and slowly started to get better. How you feel when you see at the end that your scores are barely enough to get into your ideal school. Although now that I think about it at that time, I feel that it would be stupid for me to go. I've been very lucky. After my parents quarreled, they would reflect on why they were so impulsive; my friends didn't know the cause and effect, but they would comfort me and encourage me to move forward; and I have long since gotten rid of teachers like Luo Qiudie. It can also be said that Wu San accompanied me on a smelly and rotten journey. As long as I think about death in my mind, my inner thought is: No, even if it's not over yet, I won't die with my eyes closed (I was more negative at that time, but a coward like me who cares about life won't really want to die, just a little joke) I'm so good at talking nonsense (?д?) I originally planned to write 100 words on this point, but I was forced to write a composition? ? ? Let's get back to business, let's chat about Xiao Feng and Mr. Yu. I used to like campus literature very much. I like to see how they shine in the same campus life. I feel tired after watching it for a long time. Some people can think of the general direction of the plot by reading the introduction. Later, I said no to campus quotation novels. They are too perfect, just short of replacing the sun. The cover of "May Three" was so tempting. When I clicked on it, I superficially thought it was an ordinary afternoon. Every step of the way was unexpected. Lulu creates living characters, they have their own thoughts, and every step they take is in line with their characters. I didn't really like serials before, I thought they were unsatisfying, but when I followed the May 3 serials, I had a kind of nurturing fun, hahaha. I watched Xiao Feng go from not daring to go on stage to finally giving a speech to the whole school, watching him express his emotions awkwardly, watching him become more confident and more "human", and watching him step by step to find his own colorful world. It was a wonderful feeling, a mother's feeling that her children had finally grown up. Maybe I was really negative during that time, and it was easy to burst into tears when I saw Xiao Feng growing up step by step. By the time it was finished, I was in tears and reading word by word with my fingers, thinking that this would help me escape separation. Tsk, it's crooked again Classmate Xiao Feng always thought that he was lonely and weird, and thought that no one in the world would like him like this. Mr. Yu showed up, and he told Classmate Xiao Feng that he liked him over and over again, as if he was telling him: I love you, and many people will love you in the future. Xiao Feng understood that he was not incompetent, so he responded to Mr. Yu in his own way. Now let me close my eyes and think back to the scene in "May 3" that probably had the deepest impression when Mr. Yu shouted to classmate Xiao Feng to treat you to hot pot next time, hoping that classmate Xiao Feng would live well. They are similar, but their families are different, so Yu is always flamboyant and confident, and he always moves forward, while Xiao Feng hides his inferiority complex under his tough appearance. They are like two extremes, so this love seems unequal. And what about the facts? The fact is that the maintenance of the examination room at the beginning was a matter of duplicity again and again, it was Xiao Feng's hand covering the back of Mr. Yu's head, it was a model that took an unknown amount of time, it was a casual statement that came true... They liked everything about each other, including their so-called shortcomings, they always went in both directions, their souls were so similar, they were supposed to be a perfect match. They redeem each other again, and Mr. Xiao Feng shakes off the boulder that has been weighing on him for 18 years. Mr. Yu will not be so complacent. They found the best version of their young selves and walked side by side towards the future. Yu Shaochun is Feng Zhou's innocent sun, and Feng Zhou is Yu Shaochun's star. Thinking with my 0 reading comprehension brain, Mr. Yu used his own publicity to lead Xiao Feng to find freedom. I just saw a sentence "They have a lot of truths about love but I don't have it, I only have you." Another summer, Yu Shaochun and Feng Zhou will be happy forever.

Big white rabbit, delicate body, snowy ravines, and many descriptions of women's buttocks. My dear friend, do you know this is a female porn website? Do you write harem stories on a female video website? Let the female character sell her flesh? Please stop being disgusting here

I was studying general medicine recently, and suddenly I thought that if Shen Muping chose this path, he would be able to spend more time with Xiaoyun and open a general practice clinic next to his old neighborhood. He would not have to worry about whether Xiaoyun could integrate into the new environment and continue his career. Moreover, Guo Jia has given great support to general practitioners in recent years. It will not be difficult to pass the general practitioner certificate with Muping's qualifications. Moreover, the relatively easy work intensity of general practitioners will not make it difficult for him to take care of his family and career, and he will have a more comprehensive control over Xiaoyun's health. (A sudden whim)

When I read this article, I just yelled at my mother who couldn't remember what happened. I am such an incompetent person. A little setback reveals my selfish, incompetent and weak nature. I want to prepare the ingredients well this weekend, cook a delicious meal for my mother, walk with her more, and reminisce with her about the past, instead of perfunctory while scrolling through my phone.

Thank you very much to the author for allowing me to read such a heart-warming article.

A morning of excitement. Thank you Shen Xiaoyun, thank you Shen Muping!

So warm and happy! No matter what Shen Xiaoyun's past was like, at least she is happy now [pink heart]

I cried wildly, it was so touching, so touching

My eyes are filled with the Sahara Desert, woo woo woo.

This is the best book I have read in Jinjiang

I like it very much, very warm

Be happy today and tomorrow, even if you forget everything

Thank you Shen Xiaoyun, I will be happy next time.

[Crying] Touching the heartstrings, the writing is very gentle

I've watched it many times, I really like it, thank you

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Finished watching it on Women's Day! So touched

Thank you Xiaocao. What a lovely story

However, I don't understand, since it was still in the previous world and there was such a weird city, why didn't any news of it spread to Japan or other places? Just, no one has heard of such a strange city before?

The ending is really heartwarming, thank you so much for allowing us to see such a great work!