There are many things that we know will not lead to results, but we have to be eager to try them like a "fan of the authorities".
Xiao Zhao knew that he had no chance of winning in Zhang Wuji's polyamorous relationship. So when I had to choose between family affection and love, I chose lifelong holiness.
Zhou Zhiruo knew that loyalty and love could not be achieved at the same time, but she insisted on trying love unwillingly. In the end, her heart was filled with sadness.
When I was young, I watched Yi Tian Sword and Dragon Saber for the first time, and I was conflicted about it, thinking that every love should be perfect. Watching it now that I am over 30 years old, I have a completely different state of mind and a completely different understanding.
Zhang Wuji is no longer a hero, but a scumbag who is erratic in his relationships.
Similarly, Fang Xiaoping of Pink Lady was a kind-hearted heroine whom everyone loved when I was young; now I feel like "Why is she such a green tea bitch?"
Halfway through life, I have loved so many people and been loved by so many people. When I look back and think about it, my mood is very different.