I thought I would die peacefully and happily, and live a meaningless life.
After all, God refused to let me go. My ordinary life was like a bubble, passing quietly through my fingers.
I want the people I love to be happy. That's all, even if you can only look up to him silently from behind.
When I was able to grow old together with him, I later discovered that this was just an illusion. Everything was just a dream and a lie.