Lin Xi thought: I just think you are here to punish me. I plead guilty and I accept it. I brought all this on myself and I deserve it. I will not be like her, hysterical and want to take revenge and tear you apart because I don't love you like her. I... I just like you, but I can't love you. All this is just self-inflicted. I probably feel that I don't have the confidence to break you up. Maybe you really love each other and lovers will eventually get married. For me, I am just a stepping stone for your relationship. Is it sad? The lack is quite sad. I am resentful. I am resentful. How can I not complain? If I hadn't come, I wouldn't have known these people, I wouldn't have walked around, and I wouldn't have had these pains. Sometimes Lin Xi brings a cup of tea and wonders whether there is more pain or happiness. Recently, Lin Xi's thinking has been inexplicably suppressed, and she has forgotten some things and some people, but if she thinks of them, they are all remembered, as if a movie is playing in her mind.