From surprise at the beginning to fear later.
And I have long been used to him.
After so many times of despair, my heart still beats violently when I see hope.
Is it still delusional? Ridiculous.
At that moment, I imagined a life with you.
The next second, you ended my life.
Bet your soul and win everything.
The only thing missing is the happiness that should be captured.
Not once, but every time, I see you so close to me.
But there is a distance that can never be touched.
Even though I was hollowed out, I never forgot to wear a mask of pride.
Forgot, I
Already... Dead...