This Dream Is Picturesque

I want to write a book about love, youth and pain. At that time, I was sixteen or seventeen, still in the age of puppy love. Write about hurt at an age when you haven't held hands yet. Now that I am 25 years old, I look back at the pain and it turned out to be so sweet. Now I want to write those words, but I find that it hurts, and words cannot describe it. There are two types of girls in this world who don't deserve love, those who love themselves too much and those who love others too much. Bai Ge What you call free and easy, some people are born heartless, while others are riddled with wounds. The former accounts for 0.01%. Early summer Amorous? Have you ever seen me love someone? Whether you say I'm despicable or coquettish, I just want to get what I want through these people. You have never had nothing. You don't know how indifferent this world is. Gu Yuanyuan From the time I was born to the present, no one has made any choice or decision that others have participated in, including my parents. I am simply willful and exaggerated. But after meeting him, I just want to stay by his side obediently. When he smiles, I am happy. Four years ago, I gave up my freedom because of him. Four years later, because of him, I used my freedom to exile myself. Do you think this reincarnation is ridiculous? Lin Jiuyue I only envy a kind of girl in this world. They have had a smooth life since they were born. They may not be beautiful, they may not be rich, they may not be beautiful, they may not be rich, they may be ordinary, but they are very happy. They have never experienced any harm, and they just live a normal life. On the day of the end of the world in 2012, I said this to a friend who was not a friend. He said, others can do it, but you can't. We never met again, and I will never be the maverick girl I was before. It was a decision that I struggled with for a long time to start writing again. I know that these words are like a time machine that takes time back to the past. Those things that you want to escape, that you dare not touch and face, will all be experienced again. Some of the stories I am going to write next come from me, and some come from people around me. Perhaps they are an autobiography that is not an autobiography. Regarding several girls who come from different families, different jobs, and different personalities, some of them may be the type that you are tired of, but in my eyes, everyone is very cute, because I have truly felt everyone's loneliness. No one's life is smooth sailing. There are tears behind the glamor, malice behind the gentleness and kindness, and helplessness that cannot be controlled. A child is not a fish, so how can one know the happiness and suffering of a fish. The above words were all expressed to me by these girls, and they are something I can't forget for many years. Some of them I didn't understand at the time. By the time I had enough knowledge to feel everyone, some girls were no longer with me. Life is like this. Many things cannot be understood until a long time later. This is probably the root of the regret and sadness of loss.