This person is no longer there. Who is the poet? If this person is here, this person should be crying. Even though I feel that today is gone, I hope I won't wake up again. Ps: This article mainly tells in a semi-autobiographical form about the entanglements that I had with my adoptive father for 13 years. Due to "severe depression and mental illness", I had no choice but to go through a roundabout and helpless experience between my best friend, my first love, my sweet man, and the beautiful people around me who had all expressed their passion for me.
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I accidentally searched for this novel and was attracted by the title. I thought it was inspired by Li Bai's "I hope I will never wake up after being drunk" when he was about to drink. From the title of the book, we can actually tell that the novel written by the author is dark, which is what we often call sadomasochism. There is only one sentence in the introduction: This person is no longer here. Who is the poet? If this person is here, this person should be crying. Even though I feel that today is gone, I hope I won't wake up again. With this sentence alone, the author's writing style is obviously literary and artistic. The introduction provides the storyline of this article. The protagonist Ge Yao has a complicated personality and a rather unfortunate fate. Still in the form of sadomasochism, the protagonist Ge Yao has a forbidden love, falls into the quagmire of love until despair, and then regains a new life through a series of experiences. It seems like a cliche story, but it's not. The plot of the protagonist falling into a dream at the beginning attracted me. Because it is from a first-person perspective, I can intuitively see the emotional changes of the protagonist, Ge Yao. As the plot progresses, the context of the plot can gradually be seen, which is the emotional entanglement related to Ge Yao. In the plot narration, most of them use flashbacks to elicit Ge Yao's memories to understand Ge Yao's experience and why he fell into despair. Ge Yao is a transgender, and this identity seems to imply that his life will not be too smooth. I can see that Ge Yao's psychological abnormality is on the edge of darkness. On one side is the adoptive father whom I have always missed but disappeared, and on the other side is Lu Zhao who accidentally breaks in and has infinite light. In fact, what I feel most after reading this is not the plot, but the author's writing style, which is very lyrical and artistic. Even if the plot is complex, it is still very comfortable to read. So, look forward to the author's next updates.
The novel unfolds in a semi-autobiographical form. Since the author has only written eleven chapters, the story is not yet complete. However, it can be seen from the actions and demeanor of the heroine Ge Yao that she has experienced a lot. The novel begins with a dream, which is very novel, but the rendering of the entire environment gives people an inexplicable sadness. In the dream, Songzi did not feel sad because of his father's indifference, and still faced life with a smile. Songzi's optimism infected Ge Yao, and she let go of the burden in her heart. Kemeng would eventually wake up, and the indifference of reality would eventually have to be faced. In reality, Ge Yao does not have the joy in her dream. She uses harsh words to protect herself and resist the harm from the outside world. The interweaving of memories and reality allows us to understand Ge Yao's beautiful and sad experience. Everyone is lonely, but when we see the loneliness of others, we will not feel lonely. Ge Lu, who agreed to be together forever, disappeared. The grieving Ge Yao met classmate Jiang on the way to T city. When he thought that the two lonely people were no longer lonely after all, Jiang chose to let go. This pushed Ge Yao into the abyss. From then on, Lu Yao closed his heart and chose not to love anymore. People always like to look for their familiar shadows in others, thinking that in this way they can remember the past and see the people in their memories. The appearance of Lu Zhao made Ge Yao like him again, but how could she accept it easily when she was afraid of losing him? Faced with Lu Zhao's concern, Ge Yao wanted to accept it but was afraid of losing it again. He wanted to stay away but couldn't let go of such warmth. It's like a poison. You won't be obsessed with it until you get it, but after you touch it, you can't extricate yourself. The author wants to use Ge Yao's experience to let us understand that everyone has experienced pain. Ge Yao's experience is like magnified pain. The road to pursuing happiness must not be smooth. Only when you are hurt and tired can you truly get happiness.
I accidentally searched for this novel and was attracted by the title. I thought it was inspired by Li Bai's "I hope I will never wake up after being drunk" when he was about to drink. From the title of the book, we can actually tell that the novel written by the author is dark, which is what we often call sadomasochism. There is only one sentence in the introduction: This person is no longer here. Who is the poet? If this person is here, this person should be crying. Even though I feel that today is gone, I hope I won't wake up again. With this sentence alone, the author's writing style is obviously literary and artistic. The introduction provides the storyline of this article. The protagonist Ge Yao has a complicated personality and a rather unfortunate fate. Still in the form of sadomasochism, the protagonist Ge Yao has a forbidden love, falls into the quagmire of love until despair, and then regains a new life through a series of experiences. It seems like a cliche story, but it's not. The plot of the protagonist falling into a dream at the beginning attracted me. Because it is from a first-person perspective, I can intuitively see the emotional changes of the protagonist, Ge Yao. As the plot progresses, the context of the plot can gradually be seen, which is the emotional entanglement related to Ge Yao. In the plot narration, most of them use flashbacks to elicit Ge Yao's memories to understand Ge Yao's experience and why he fell into despair. Ge Yao is a transgender, and this identity seems to imply that his life will not be too smooth. I can see that Ge Yao's psychological abnormality is on the edge of darkness. On one side is the adoptive father whom I have always missed but disappeared, and on the other side is Lu Zhao who accidentally breaks in and has infinite light. In fact, what I feel most after reading this is not the plot, but the author's writing style, which is very lyrical and artistic. Even if the plot is complex, it is still very comfortable to read. So, look forward to the author's next updates.
The novel unfolds in a semi-autobiographical form. Since the author has only written eleven chapters, the story is not yet complete. However, it can be seen from the actions and demeanor of the heroine Ge Yao that she has experienced a lot. The novel begins with a dream, which is very novel, but the rendering of the entire environment gives people an inexplicable sadness. In the dream, Songzi did not feel sad because of his father's indifference, and still faced life with a smile. Songzi's optimism infected Ge Yao, and she let go of the burden in her heart. Kemeng would eventually wake up, and the indifference of reality would eventually have to be faced. In reality, Ge Yao does not have the joy in her dream. She uses harsh words to protect herself and resist the harm from the outside world. The interweaving of memories and reality allows us to understand Ge Yao's beautiful and sad experience. Everyone is lonely, but when we see the loneliness of others, we will not feel lonely. Ge Lu, who agreed to be together forever, disappeared. The grieving Ge Yao met classmate Jiang on the way to T city. When he thought that the two lonely people were no longer lonely after all, Jiang chose to let go. This pushed Ge Yao into the abyss. From then on, Lu Yao closed his heart and chose not to love anymore. People always like to look for their familiar shadows in others, thinking that in this way they can remember the past and see the people in their memories. The appearance of Lu Zhao made Ge Yao like him again, but how could she accept it easily when she was afraid of losing him? Faced with Lu Zhao's concern, Ge Yao wanted to accept it but was afraid of losing it again. He wanted to stay away but couldn't let go of such warmth. It's like a poison. You won't be obsessed with it until you get it, but after you touch it, you can't extricate yourself. The author wants to use Ge Yao's experience to let us understand that everyone has experienced pain. Ge Yao's experience is like magnified pain. The road to pursuing happiness must not be smooth. Only when you are hurt and tired can you truly get happiness.