At the beginning, I always felt that this was a very distressing thing, but when I recalled it later, I felt that it was just a childish behavior in adolescence, so that when I thought about all the behaviors I had done, I felt ashamed, so shameful that I wanted to find a hole in the ground to crawl into. I mainly write this article so that more people will not be like me, because I know that there are many little girls in Jinjiang who are reading this article. I hope that those little girls or boys who are still in adolescence will not do many things that they will regret in the future.