I'm standing at the door of heaven
I hesitated, I hesitated, I was at a loss. . .
I try to reach out and touch this eternal happiness,
That is the happiness I desperately long for!
That dazzling light,
Tangled in my loneliness,
My greed has reached its extreme!
This dark place I'm used to,
But he is also trying hard to stop me!
It sticks to its own rules,
No one can expect to leave themselves behind the dark night
You can leave so easily!
It is we who foolishly think,
We can break the black contract with this dark night,
We are trapped in this dark place and will never be reincarnated!
Is it my own fault, or is it my destiny in this life...