By the next summer, the classroom was full again, but it wasn't us anymore.
Many, many years later, I would often dream about the boy who always said I was stupid, always lent me my pen in class, and taught me how to write questions until dawn before the college entrance examination. I once cut my long hair short because of his casual words.
And now, I finally understand that it seems that in liking and being liked, I have never become my true self.
Since you disappeared, I have grown my waist-length hair again, and I have been in a few relationships. I have gradually forgotten what it feels like to like me. I don't miss you, but I often miss the days when I was with you.
Shen Jiujiu before the age of eighteen liked you, Shen Jiujiu before the age of twenty-eight loved you, but Shen Jiujiu after the age of twenty-eight will forget you.
Dear Lu Yanxun, I hope you are well
Dear Lu Yanxun, I wonder if you have forgotten Shen Jiujiu
Dear Lu Yanxun, you must live a better life than me
Dear Lu Yanxun,
Goodbye.
