Even though I have been very casual and bohemian for most of my life, I have liked countless people, but I have to admit that I have only dated one person, a person I didn't like. It wasn't until later that I met someone who was willing to bare his arms for me to feed the mosquitoes in the middle of summer, who was willing to get in the rain without letting me get in the rain, and who was willing to be with me and come out to me. I thought I could only die alone in this life. I thought I was a person without love. I thought I would not be shaken. However, my heart was full of expectations. I hoped that someone could be by my side. I didn't need him to sacrifice his life for me, or something important. I just want him to be someone I love and who loves me back.