As a human being, who doesn't have a few secret crushes, ambiguous people, and people who can't get what they want? It's just a question of how many.
When I first fell in love, I unfortunately met him. We finally had an affair with him, but he disappeared. When we met again, we fell in love but did not stay together.
God, is there anyone who abuses himself so much?
As a god, you have to take the back door anyway!
So, I really opened a back door for myself: I married him without anyone knowing.