When you want to cry, raise your head and the tears will not flow out.
It's totally a lie
Why am I trying so hard to hold it back?
Raise your head high
The tears still flow out uncontrollably.
And the more you raise your head, the more it will flow.
I even raised my head until I felt dizzy.
It still flows uncontrollably
I'm not willing to give in
Why are you trying so hard to make yourself happy?
I've obviously made up my mind that I don't need any warmth anymore
Why can't I suppress that feeling of loneliness and despair?
Why do I still have a slight desire for warmth deep in my heart?
Am I useless?
I'm still destined to live in the trap I set and can't break out of.
Even so, I must at least live with some backbone.
Even if the sky falls, you have to hold on by yourself
Others say I only shed tears for myself
I think that's right
In this case, I shouldn't expect others to give me warmth, right?
Without warmth, I have to learn to face everything stronger by myself.
My friend said he has never seen me cry before
It seems that I am strong
Then I will be even stronger next time
No matter what, face everything with a smile```