People always say that you hate meeting him too late, but she hated meeting him too early. At such a young age, when she couldn't even distinguish between liking and love, she fell into it easily and lost her whole life.
He always thought that there were only two kinds: one was as gentle as water, virtuous and gentle like his mother, and the other was as nervous and hoarse as in the TV series, until he met her.
She changed in the direction she thought he would like, becoming a person she almost didn't recognize, and finally stayed with him. She thought she was successful. It wasn't until later that she realized that she had been just deceiving herself...