My so-called relatives and friends, I'm really sorry for not living up to your expectations.
My so-called friends, I'm really sorry that I didn't live according to your vision.
I have always lived only in my own world. Your world is too small and too big for me to enter, nor do I want to enter.
This is my first time writing, my writing style is not very good, please forgive me.
I will ask for leave if something happens.