There was a period of time that when I think about it now I am deeply addicted to it. We miss it but can never go back. I miss that person but can no longer muster the courage to contact him. In high school, the best three years, it didn't seem to change anything, and it seemed to take away the most happiness in life.
Later, when I like someone, I will never feel that way again. Maybe that is the beauty that only exists in youth.
I wanted to keep that time and relive that feeling again, so I created this novel, hoping to pull me away from that addiction.