Yu Ni's entire infancy and childhood was like being behind bars. He tried hard to please and be obedient, but he couldn't get the slightest bit of love from those people. He didn't understand why he was indifferent to him when he was clearly the closest person and the closest relative. Yu Ni no longer believes in any feelings, family affection, or love. He felt that since he couldn't get something, he should just pretend that he didn't want it. No matter how much he longed for it, he had to say that he didn't need it. It was like falling into the sea, unable to swim, and no one came to save me, and as I fell deeper and deeper, I began to have trouble breathing, and felt that I was about to suffocate. What was more painful than suffocation was despair, the cold looks from everyone but no one to save me. In a trance, he seemed to see a person jumping down from the highest water surface and trying hard to get closer to him. His eyes were full of fear. The air entered his lungs bit by bit, and he seemed to be alive again. He said: "Yu Ni, you don't want to die, don't die, Yu Ni, you must live well." Yu Ni finally smiled, it turns out that there are still people who want me to live.