That night should have happened a year ago, but the peaceful breakup ceremony was performed a year later.
J wouldn't know how many nights after the breakup T had dreamed about getting back together and breaking up again. He wouldn't know that T followed the path they had taken. He wouldn't know that T was always thinking of him. He wouldn't know that when walking on the road, he always hoped for a chance encounter. He wouldn't know how hard she worked hard to live strong in order to alleviate missing him.
He took her away from the past and gave her sunshine, but he was trapped in the past and couldn't extricate himself.