She just wanted to live a better life and have a beautiful love of her own. She was willing to pay for it. What was wrong with her? However, reality is really cruel. It will never give you what does not belong to you, and take away what you don't want, so that it will be as per your wish. "Pan Ziyang, you are day, the sun that can illuminate everything. I try hard to get close to you, trying to absorb the light and warmth you radiate, trying my best to hide my dirty past. But now I finally understand that day and night can never coexist. You will only pass me by in the early morning and dusk, and then disappear in a flash." ----- Fang Shanjing