If I knew that at the age of 18, you had already endured so much pain, I would definitely hold you tightly and prevent you from getting hurt. After all, you are the one who likes me so much.
If I knew that my heart was always towards you, whether it was ten years ago or ten years later, I would never let it get lost. Let me help you heal your injuries. Only you can make up for my guilt. After all, that is me who loves you so much.