"The monster wants to become a human being." "You pulled out your sharp teeth, stabbed your own eyes, and broke your own wrists." "I'm just too lonely." "Then get used to being alone." --- Write whatever you want to pass the time, sorry for the writing. The protagonist's memory is not lost, but he is just selectively pretending to forget. It will gradually become stronger. It is already very strong because I am a biological mother. "???" The host is in charge, and the cp has not yet been determined.