He fell in love with her at first sight and forced his way into her world. Her embarrassing life gave him an opportunity. He didn't know if this was love, and he had never actively thought about what the future would be like, but he was always attached to her at the moment.
But she was like quicksand that he couldn't hold in his hands. He didn't dare to use his strength to grasp it, but he couldn't resist the uncertainty of fate. She was determined to have an abortion, and he hated her resolutely. He thought he would always find a way to get her to come back to him, but he didn't expect that they would see her again five years later. She became the girlfriend of his good friend, and he watched her marry her as her husband. He couldn't do it!
Since you want me to love you, why should I pity you? Why don't we sink together?