[Quick Travel] I Die Once Every Day, and I'm Also Very Desperate

I die once every day, of course not in the same world, how should I say... It should be called a parallel world. When I sleep every night, I dream, and then in the dream, I become myself in the parallel world... And then die. Although I can gain the abilities and knowledge of "me" in different worlds, I am also very tired of having to die every day. _(:_∠)_ On the first day, he drowned The next day, he was burned to death On the third day, he was bled to death On the fourth day, he was hit by a car and died. On the fifth day, he was cursed to death On the sixth day, he was struck to death by lightning The seventh day... Tell me, how am I going to die today_(:_∠)_ If I weren't so big-hearted, I think I would really commit suicide in my own world one day... Even though I tried, I still can't die_(:_‖∠)_ And that God of Death, please don't follow me in every world just because I can't die. I don't like being watched when I die! Oh, you're not human, forget it. Cp god of death, the main subject I feel hopeless in my heart and everything doesn't matter. Anyway, I can't die. I can do whatever I want. I can do whatever I want. I'm an almighty subject. The force is against the will of heaven, but I can't kill this person. So I got curious and started stk's attack. The protagonist is experiencing his own death every day, so his heart is already abnormal. Although they are not the real selves, they are the ones who feel the death process. How normal do you think a person who feels his life is slowly passing away every day can be mentally normal?