Smiling, a beautiful smile, the uncontrollable pain in my chest, ah, what a hateful smile.
Everything is fine, no matter what you do to me, please don't show that smile, please don't smile at me.
Kill me, don't let me see your smile, that smile that doesn't bloom to me and belongs to others.
Why are you torturing me? Isn't it enough to humiliate me and defeat me? Why do you want to haunt me, why do you want to curse me?
Catch you, yes, I'm going to catch you.
Only by catching you can everything return to normal, this sadly abnormal heartbeat, this derailed behavior, and this unrealistic self return to normal.
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