A person who already had a premonition of loneliness for the rest of his life at the age of eighteen fell in love with someone at a loss when he was about to turn twenty-seven.
She compares her love for him to Don Quixote's dream of chivalry, and their marriage to Don Quixote's knight's journey. Then, he is her Achilles' heel. She thought that as long as she worked hard, she could always smooth out the edges of his heart, but unfortunately after pricking her softness, what she saw when she opened it was a bloody mess.
For Yan Chi, everything is absurd and cannot be admitted.
If there are a thousand women in this world that he could fall in love with, then Wen Jinmeng must be one of the thousand and one.
Marriage is the beginning of absurdity, loving without knowing is the continuation of absurdity, and the biggest absurdity is: when you start to feel that something is important, you are not far away from losing it.
(Note: Don Quixote is a character in Cervantes' novel "Don Quixote". This comparison is actually completely despairing; Achilles is a character in Greek mythology, and Achilles' heel refers to a fatal weakness.)
Just ideas, no writing yet. Don't wait for me, I'll be sad.