I once loved someone.
I look back lazily at the flowers, half destined to practice Taoism and half destined to be a king. Everyone said that I was a murderous demon, but only Lu Chenyin would stand in front of me and say, this is the woman I hold in the palm of my hand.
I once forgot someone.
Forgetting the words is lingering in my heart, and all my past memories are forgotten. Shengjing rescued me from the world of beasts, taught me reading, taught me martial arts, and taught me love. But he never taught me what to do when he is not here.
I once hated someone.
Lu Chenyin said he loved me and he said he would always be by my side. But he didn't say that he put forgetwort in my medicinal soup and I would forget about the past. He also didn't say that the man who appeared in my dream was never him.
I once killed someone.
When the sword in my hand passed through Sheng Jing's body, time stayed at that moment forever. From then on, no matter how poor he was, it would be hard to find a trace of his presence.
I had... Oh I forgot, I have no memory, I have no past.