One day, I was lying in the embrace of the sun and sea water, and suddenly I felt tired of this boring eternity. I knew I should see a counselor and have some harmful memories destroyed after a lengthy review process, or choose to be temporarily frozen and have a dreamless sleep. But I said and did nothing. I spent most of my savings to purchase a top-level spaceship and left my compatriots in the name of exploration. I go to Eden. To wait for my death. Many years later, I realized that it was a new life. First-person main attack: fatigue, depression, death-seeking attack, high force value, war madness