He is useless and has an unlovable personality. He can only be bullied and humiliated. The people who bully him make him disgusted and disgusted. But this unbeautiful emotion gained through unbeautiful things is a pure waste of life, he thinks so. So he's been wasting his life and there's nothing he can do to change it. Where will his life and his soul go?
How can he redeem himself?
When he met him, he smiled and said: I have been practicing for many years before I am destined to be with you.