She said to herself: As long as she keeps silent, she can get everything she ever wanted. No matter what the cost, she will never regret her choice in the future. Just like a one-man show, the actor is himself and the audience is also himself. As long as you can always be by his side and let his voice and smile become your memories, it doesn't matter if you devote your whole life to this scene.
It's just that people will always be greedy, and acting skills will always have flaws, and the drama will always end.