When I woke up from the dream, I suddenly felt sad. My sleep was no longer as peaceful as before. ——Tanikawa Shuntaro
Those people and things scattered in my memory, I want to write them down while I can remember them.
At this moment, I am in a strange city, making friends who I will not get along with for a long time. I am trying to become a responsible adult. I want to have a love that will end soon, and I want to live a spiritual and material life... I want a lot, but I have very little in my hands.
At the beginning of childhood, life was not rich enough, and I lamented the joy of contentment in the past. The dullness and small fluctuations of life at that time are all unforgettable story fragments in life when I think of them now.
When I was a girl, I fell in love with two people, two people that I can't forget even now. One has a friendship that has accumulated over the years, and the other fell in love at first sight.
At that time, I was carefree and pretended to be sad; at that time, my childishness was still there and I had too many dreams; at that time, my parents were young and the old people had not left; at that time, love and hate were simple and there were enough years.
Nowadays, things have changed and people have gone, and the buildings are empty.
Dedicated to:
All the people who have been present in my life, even those I have hated and those who have hurt me.
Blessings to all those who bring me joy, may you always be protected.
To those who have been separated for a long time and have not been able to say goodbye, I wish you happiness in your new life.
The two boys I liked but never got, and the two people I never contacted again, must be much better than me now. I really hope we never meet again (laughs)