The author writes stories
The thought is the story itself
The story itself is fictional and true
All literary and artistic works originate from life
Fictitious from the reality of life.
So no matter what I say, this essay is my own true feelings or real events. I feel that as long as it is created with my subjective emotions, it will be somewhat beautified. I can only say that I will try to analyze it calmly...
Finally I want to say
It turns out that I have been living in a virtual world that I wrote, directed, and acted in. The saddest thing is that I didn't realize it...