Chen Xi never thought that he would commit suicide.
He suffered neither from depression nor from any lofty ideals for his country. It's just that this time, he encountered a hurdle.
It is true that people will always encounter some obstacles in life, and once they get over it, everything will be fine, but God is at odds with Chen Xi! Let's not even mention the birth of the orphan. The obstacles he encountered this time were completely fallen into.
Not only did he fall in, but he also met a little gangster who caused trouble and never grew up. You said that God made his death so unstable that he couldn't handle his own affairs, so he still had to be a life mentor with upright views. Capitalized Heart Tired = =
CP attribute: Little ruffian is upright, gentle and aggressive