At the age of twenty, she felt that she was ignorant and boring, so she decided to buy a lot of cosmetics, read a lot of books, and go to many places, hoping to become interesting when she was thirty. However, when she was thirty years old, she suddenly began to miss her twenty-year-old self again, not because of her youthful appearance at that time, but because of her unlimited possibilities and full of hope and fighting spirit. But if she were really asked to go back to the age of 20 when she had nothing, she would not do it. She felt that she was really a greedy and hypocritical woman.