He said that there is a wilderness in everyone's heart, but most people don't need it. I am very cowardly, so when I get tired, I close my eyes and go into my own wilderness, listening to the wind around me and not seeing the crowd in front of me. There is only a vast expanse of land in the whole world that reaches the end of the sky. I followed his example and closed my eyes. A pair of gentle hands appeared in my mind, gently soothing my scarred body. That me was a little immature, leaning on that hand with tears in my eyes, as if I had found a lifetime of stability. This is my youth that I have long lost in the wilderness. Although I am a gangster, I still have some conscience. A college counselor x A college student who appears to be sunny and optimistic, but is actually mentally ill. Minesweeper: First person perspective. The male protagonists both had inner shadows when they were young, including mental illness and self-abuse. Both of them were considered straight at first. This is my first time writing something, please point out any mistakes, thank you very much!