I have thought about this story for a long time because it really happened and everyone in it is a living and independent individual. I don't know whose identity I should use to describe this long-lasting war for me. I don't know how to accurately summarize the relationship between people. If every relationship has a reason, who are Gu Lan and me? Being together to take advantage of each other? Rely? Or a compromise with fate? If there is a clear emotional dividing line between people, then who are Jiang Yan and me? Which indicator was achieved? Is it love? Or hate it? After so many years, neither of us has given up. The greatest tacit understanding between Jiang Yan and I is that we know how to leave the deepest mark in each other's lives, to extend and magnify each other's time infinitely, tormenting each other through disconnection. Jiang Zhi said that both of us are too immature. This is called falling in love and killing each other. How can there be any maturity in loving someone? Emotions are the product of impulse, and so is love, but once the impulse was triggered, it never stopped for more than ten years. From high school to now, you have been condescending and I have run away. In all these years, I have never won. If you dare not be cowardly, then why are we willing to miss it like this? Jiang Yan. The rest of my life is too long, I just want to make you unforgettable. I don't know if we ever fell in love, maybe.