Two male protagonists. Wu Xing's parents divorced when he was a child. He was cautious in his new family because he had not lived with his father for a long time. When he met Yang Zhifan in the second year of junior high school, he fell into an irresistible secret love, and another secret also surfaced. Over time, a group of friends fell apart, and Wu Xing's temperament changed drastically, which eventually led to tragedy.
What you love but you can't get, what you hate, do you really hate it?
Hidden tolerance×black-bellied attack
It's not a full text, but it's sweet in the early stage and cruel in the later stage. If you don't want to read the abuse, you can skip the first few chapters.
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