Elder brother. . Maybe it's because you have already taken root deeply in my heart or somewhere. The more I want to pull it out, the harder I try, the more pain I feel: the memory of you seems to have been scattered in every corner of my body. . . . .
But everyone knows that we are unrealistic and far apart. . . . . When you said you had a toothache, I didn't comfort you, and I didn't even show you the most basic concern:: You told me you were leaving tomorrow, and I didn't have the courage to say "Bon voyage" to you:: When you said you left this time and didn't want to come back next semester. . . .
Whether I continue to feel for you or give up, no one knows the outcome, just let it happen! I will record my college life step by step. Entering...