This love is not blessed, but it is full of hope. Your every smile makes my heart move. There was a time when I didn't hate my own weakness and incompetence, but I can't forget it. I can't forget this feeling of weakness. Not missing you is cruel to you, but you should know that it is also cruel to me. What you endured alone inspired me even more to want to share it with you. When I fall in love with you, I naturally want to occupy you, because my heart is braver than mine and I bravely admit the fact that I love you. I love you so much, I miss you so much, I hate this me who is often jealous because of your neglect, I hate the influence on you, but I shamelessly long for the influence on you, and isolate you in my heart. No one can get in, and you can't get out. I will keep you like this for the rest of my life...
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