The one who loved her died because of her, and she died because of the one she loved. It always made her feel like her life was a joke...
In the end, when all the truth was revealed, Anu was already used to loving him...
(Some people may say that Anu is a bitch, but I just want to say that the male protagonist is Anu's light and the dream that Anu has been chasing all his life. When they first met, their identities were too different, so Anu's love later was too humble. Anu is simple-minded. When you fall in love, you fall in love. No matter how painful it is, you are willing to endure it. (The reason why I say so much is just to clear up mines. Please pat me down if you don't like it. Thank you))