If I hadn't met you when I was young, then I would only be me after all, good at calculation and careless.
If I had not fallen into a demonic barrier, I would not have married you. I know you will be angry if I say this, because you and I have not formally worshiped heaven and earth.
If I really am a genius, then how could you abandon me?
You met me when I was a child, you married me as my wife when you were an adult, but you left me in your best years. The total number of days you and I knew each other was only ten fingers, but I will spend my whole life keeping you in my heart and cannot give up, but you are not even willing to intrude into my dreams.
Over the decades, my black hair has turned into white hair. I am afraid of death, but I am even more afraid of living. I am afraid of dying and you will still not want to see me when I reach Naihe Bridge. I will never see you again in my life. Ah Yue, what do you want me to do?