I don't know how I came into this world, but I felt like I was different from a very young age. I was vaguely aware that I was carrying a mission. Although it's not clear what it is. Things in the world do not develop as I imagined. There are some unexpected arrangements under the control of a special person. And I somehow became the chosen executor. So I was given some privileges, some so-called talents. I don't know if I really want it, but being envied and praised by others always happens to me like this.