He is light to Him. Just like salvation in the Bible.
He is also a sin to him. Just like original sin in the Bible.
He said, I really love you with all my strength, I swear i love you, my lover.
But in the end, he destroyed him with his own hands.
Darkness has since swallowed up the light.
He thought that long after he had passed, he would still remember that day under the church in Berlin, Germany, that young man smiled at him like an angel and said: "Hi, I'm Jack."