I am just such a person. When I was young and frivolous, I had all kinds of dreams, but now I don't know why. At that time, I fell in love with the most dazzling boy. I did many bad things. I also had a very low self-esteem. I stubbornly liked a person for eight years. I am still confused whether I should still like him. I just lived like this and grew up like this. Speaking of me, I don't know if everything I have experienced is the same as you.