People who can't get it always hope to get it, and people who get it hope to lose it. Three lives and three lifetimes, her life kept repeating itself in desolation, reenacting tragedy. He was tired of watching from the sidelines, and finally decided not to let go this time, but she didn't have the chance to have it again. By freezing herself, she would neither live nor die, but she would never wake up again and would not have to repeat history. She chose the most selfish way to end her own curse.