Many people have asked me if I regret it. In fact, now that I have reached this point, it is meaningless. Since it is meaningless, there is no need to consider it. What I want to know more is do I love him? I think I love him, but not necessarily. Some people told me that he has done so much for me and I should love him. Some people told me that I have been looking for him for so long and never gave up, so I should love him. Maybe I'm avoiding it because I've been thinking about it for so long. I love him.