Do you know what I wish you would do to me? I hope you will hold me in your arms at all costs when I turn around and leave, even on rainy days. I hope you will see me curse in a low voice when I am ambiguous with others. You have to know, if all this was not a hypothetical, I would never forget this scene in my life. We are all so smug that we think we know the end of the story so well that we forget the beginning. "At first I thought you were very close to me, and everything you said to me was sincere. Later, in order to cater to you, I became so strange that I was tired of it, but it was all destined to be irreversible. Just thinking about it makes me burst into tears. Goodbye." "I don't know everything about you." "That's enough, at least you can feel my presence." Conspiracy and Love in a Moment and Eternal Life She used everything to embrace an illusory dream. [July 7] Youth itself is a grand black secret love. Adapted from the author's true story Tags: youth/darkness/micro-reasoning/BG/BE Author x Jiang Jiao